HAPPY VALENTINE'S

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE (ESPECIALLY Miira-hime) Have a good time with your loved ones~

I just became a whore o.o

LOL ! FORUM WHORE ! X)
Mira , ILY . I feel so happy if there is even a friend who is willing to listen to me blabber about the guy I like ! <3
His name's Ryan . He's mixed - half European and half Philipin. You know ?HIS ACCENT IS SO DAMN EFFING CUTE . SOOOO CUTE . But .. he's 17 . I still like him though ;D I feel so , helpless sometimes . I have no relationship with him whatsoever . The relationship of a bro/sis , friends or etc . NOTHING . I can even bet he doesn't know me while I'm watching him . But I have a close friend , Chantal , her brother is Din , Din is a v good friend of Ryan . So like , she knows , and she's willing to help me out X) I just love friends .

Today @ school , his eyes , i dont know what happened , but was patched . I WAS SOOOOO DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED ! And Chantal asked Din , Din asked Ryan , and i got the reason . But i was like , looking for him @ breaktime , hoping to see his face . >//< him wearing the eyepatch thingie , I think imma faint . SO DAMN COOL + CUTE .

Nothing can help me already . Even medicine can't . I'm like stalking his FB profile every single day . T________T

Well..Then your's isnt a tiny crush anymore is it? O.o

Plus i think its common for 13 year olds to crush on people right? So dont feel bad about it

But he's like 17 ! D: And you know what , the pathetic way I can find to get to even say HI to Ryan is passing survey. Our assessment requires us to pass survey to schoolmates. So that's the only chance I can say HI to him and struck up a conversation. I Feel a little pathetic but just at the least.Like, now , I'm actually LOOKING FORWARD to go to school as I can see him ;D



Today @ school , was either the best day or worst .
Best day reason : I saw Ryan quite a lot of times today:D. And one time, when I was on the stairs, Ryan and 1 of his friend was just in front of us, and guess what? My friend pushed me down the stairs , I nearly fell , but i got close to Ryan, just that I was happy enough ;D , but I didn't get to talk to him though.I was so damn happy.
Worst day reason : I got hit in my left eye HARD by a volleyball. It hurts so much, I had to go get an ice pack from the canteen. And Mark, a delinquent at our school , which no one in my class likes, keeps calling me ''sperm'' in chinese . Cause my name, if not pronounced correctly, is sperm is chinese. He teased me with that. He can just fucking die, no one cares, no one likes him. Like, Markerpen, stop bullshitting.And a girl , which I hate in my class, most of the classmates(girl) also do, stepped on my foot(Which , originally had a bruise)INTENTIONALLY. IT ORIGINALLY HAD A BRUISE AND SHE JUST HAD TO STEP ON IT. I WAS LIKE, OH MY TSUNA. IT HURT HURT HURT HURT HURTSSSSS !

Your hyper today arent you.... Well hope your injuries heal soon! And I was stared at by coffee shop uncles today. eww.

LOL ! AHAHA . Bet the uncle was perverted . LOLS !

I know right... >.<

xDD .

XP

Haihhh .. needa new topic to talk about agn , huh .

That lasted about 3 days. So...... You have exams right? How'd u do?

Havent come yet . International school . :PP
Oh , if you'd care , I can blabber about romance life in my school .

And i dont mind. Blabber away~

Hahahaha !



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Ryan smiled at me . I'm not sure if it was directed to me , maybe it was just because he was laughing with his friends , and when I walked past , that smiling face haven't returned to normal yet , and he turned to me , and his smiling face was still on when he turned to me . I don't care . I feel blissed with his smiling face.

whats with the dots?

The big suprise comes after the dots . LOL XD

pffft. Good luck getting him to notice you

He'll never . LOL . I'll just keep dreamin' :PP

No giving up hope.

Jorghinho( A person my sister(Not blood related) likes), Ryan went up to some place today . And after a while ,I saw Presillyn, a girl also went up with a can of drink. I felt so.. kinda.., well, you know what I mean. She was up there with some other boys besides Jorgh and Ryan. :PP

huh. Still... why didnt you go with then?

I couldn't ! How would they think ? A stranger coming up ? Like how ?? :PP

Your a stranger to them?

Yep . I talk to Jorghinho but not Ryan or Presillyn . at all . But It would obviously be weird if i went up only because Im jorgh's friend. I have no reason to go up there.

Oh... No wonder... I guess you can try to make friends when you gain more confidence i guess

Yeah.... I really really so damn wish to make friends with Ryan !

Good Luck with that

Yeah.......:PP So , tell me about your life . xD

Well... Im still watching anime everyday and I have a tutor coming over to my house now. And er i just donated 500USD to Japan. Oh and my grandma's safe, Earthquake didnt get her

Prays to Japan ! D: And good that you're grandma's safe : )

And WAIT WHAT . 500USD ! O.O
I'm One Piecing . :PP

Thank you hime~ Hope Japan recovers soon. Cant wait to go back. And O.o one piece?